16th November 2017
(updated 17th July 2019)
Published by Ashley Ellison
Tell us about your latest release. How did you come up with the title?
Recovering Memories refers to knowing so many past incarnations. Together they make an incredible great context, each lifetime gets its own special significance within the big picture. And I think this knowledge should be shared with the widest audience. The discoveries are not only my own, it’s not my privilege to own them. So I feel.
What do you hope readers are able to get from reading your story?
I use my past incarnation episodes as a sort of ‘case study’, to look at what reincarnation is, and how it works. We all have our own karmic issues and even if they are rather unique there are several common traits. The laws of the universe are the same for all of us. And I believe that we can learn a lot from each-other.
From your book I’d like to bring up the Lisabeta episode, it is one of the past lives you could recollect. As to your husband H, are you sorry about the way you behaved? You was cheating him, and treated him very coldly, no?
Yes. I felt ashamed, I think that comes out from between the lines. I am sorry about it. Our marriage was a very unfortunate one. The disaster was predictable at its very start. Simply, we weren’t a match.
About Nicholaus, who was your childhood friend and later your lover and partner, what you feel about him now?
I still feel a lot of love about him. I don’t think this will ever change. There is an interesting thing about him. His nation choice – he was my father at Wingless Angels, and he very disliked Germans. Then, some centuries later he was born to a militarist German family… The turns of life… The turns of karma… By my observation this kind of thing happens quite often.
It’s very touching to see that loved ones meet again and again, and they may feel the same, no matter how much time went by.
Absolutely. Time is not so important from the soul’s perspective.
Could you achieve some improvement? By meditation or other way?
Very good question. Yes, I did! I managed to turn the memories connected to him positive in the latest months. To achieve this I had to travel to Germany – and there I’ve heard something that helped me to heal it. It was a talk from a man named Gunagriha. He is a disciple of Sri Chimnoy who was a famous guru. So, he said that instead of mourning what was ruined and what went dead, we shall be happy that we were given time to be together, happy that we got moments to share. This caught me. I instantly knew: this will be it, this is the word I was looking for so long. Suddenly as I thought at Nic I was able to feel differently, I saw this relationship in a whole new light. I am able to feel thankful for the days when we could be together, when we could give and accept love to and from the other – no matter how the relationship ended. This is just wonderful! Since this Eureka moment I feel much better.
How his memory influences your private life?
It’s not easy to live with it. Anytime I had a relationship, or a possibility of it, I always felt that this is just not it… But I learned to shift it aside.
You keep making comparisons?
Sometimes, yes. I do my best to ignore this feeling, because I don’t want to be the victim of our common past. And as long as he can’t remember anything, I can’t do much. It takes two to solve this.
What would you say if you met him?
Hello, long time no see… Well, I don’t know. It depends how we meet again. It would depend on how much he knows. Also it would depend on the place, on the day, on the weather, on the actual magnetic field of the Earth, pff, and dozens of other things. I can’t tell, really. Hopefully it’d go well.
What happened before this Lisabeta episode?
I had a short life in England, in the nineteenth century. I lived in a rather miserable environment and I died after I gave birth to a girl. I was no more than 18-19.
Where in England? In London?
I don’t know, it was a big city. Maybe Birmingham or London, I can’t tell.
You know, this symbol looks close to Radiohead’s sign. At least this was my first impression! I really like them. It looks very like it. Weren’t you inspired by that?
No. Actually I’ve sent them some poems many years before, including this sign. It was back in the middle of the nineties, around 1997. They were drawn on small postcards, I decorated them with this sign.
Wow, they might have used it, then! What did you think when you saw theirs? You certainly noticed the resemblance!
Of course. From my part, it’s fine if they used it, and it’s fine if they didn’t. It’s okay. I use this ancient sign as a signature long ago because it sums up my goal of writing, presenting anything. In case they had been inspired by it, that’s great.We are in this world to inspire each-other.
Would you tell me more about the Byzantine prince? In the book you did not go into detail, you only mentioned him on the margin.
Exactly. I don’t think it is wise to go into details just now, and it may not be too important. Before presenting it I want to see how people receive posthumous memoirs in general. Also, it might not even be safe to publish it. I’ll see. Firstly I’d like to sell the movie script, more like.
Any other thing you’d like to mention?
Yes. We plan to bring together a Meetup event in December. It will take place in Brighton, and hopefully in London.
Annamaria used to be a normal girl until a recurring dream almost drove her insane. Every night, she dreamed about her lost brother who was living in another city and whom she or her family never met. One day, when things seemed to be on the verge of getting out of control, she decided to seek help with a psychotherapist through a regressive hypnosis session.
Her life changed forever. During the session, not only did Anna found out she actually had a brother, who was later tracked down by her family, but with the door of her subconscious mind and her present reality being left open by the therapist, she just kept going deeper and deeper, finding out more and more about her past lives. A prince, a slave, a father, a son, a prostitute, a soldier, a mother, and many more: Anna lived them all in her past lives.
Having this gift and curse at the same time almost killed her until she decided to put them on paper. That’s when her health and her life changed for the better. Writing actually started to give her life a meaning, she was determined to show her discoveries to the world.
“From a burden, they became my treasure. Suddenly, I had much more life experience, and by curing the revealed old wounds I started to feel better” - she says. In her book, she attempts to analyse the phenomena of reincarnation, presenting two important episodes that she could recall
I am a writer and screenwriter. I was born in Hungary and from 1997-2001 I studied library and informatics, which included political science and philosophy as well. I graduated with an MA degree. As a writer, I’d love to transform the ideas, notions and emotions that come to me into words the best way I can. I have been writing novels and singing in several languages (Hungarian, English, French, German) since childhood. I compose essays, historical novels, tales and poems. I also have some experience in graphic and design.
15th February 2017
(updated 24th March 2019)
Published by Ashley Ellison
This picture (above) was taken in London from a campaign from the Home Office in 2015, but it still has relevancy to this article.
As usual I’m writing this because people have annoyed me with their small narrow-minded one sided views. They refuse to look at the greater picture.
Okay, so the response to the above picture is that it is racist to say what is wrote on that van. That’s correct, they say it’s racist! What? To deport people who are in our country illegally is racist? Let’s take a look at this. I went to Indonesia for a month and the Indonesian Embassy stated that if I stayed longer than my Visa would allow I would have fines. Those fines stop after a while and then go into prison time and then deportation without further admittance into the country thereafter. The Prison sentence would be years. Now, I imagine that’s the same all over the world, yet nobody calls them racist. Here in the UK we’re simply saying go home. The clue is in the word “‘ILLEGAL.” If you break the law, you should be punished, if you make an exception for one then you set a standard which invites anarchy, regardless of race, religion, ect.
There are a lot of problems in western society. We seem to be determined to bounce hopelessly from each end of the scale instead of keeping a balance. On the one hand you’ve got governments who give more help to foreigners than their own people. And then on the opposite end you have nationals who are treated like second class citizens in their own country. This is why people vote for leaders like Donald Trump. Not because they’re racist, but because they’re tired of the injustice. I would be too. There is a balanced alternative.
You can’t say that one person is more valuable than another. Whether they’re black or white, Muslim or Jew, rich or poor, we’re all valuable or non of us are. We should all have the same rules applied to us without the fear of being branded in any way.
I heard a story that is growing more important by the day. Of which, will emphasise my point. There were two boys who lived next to each other in the UK, one was black, named Jason, the other white, named Graeme. They hated each other and fought like young boys do. One day the Jason called him a “White trailer park piece of shit.” Graeme’s mother called the Police and she was told that they wouldn’t do anything. The next day, Graeme decided to get his own back and called Jason a “Negro.” The Police were informed and the lad was arrested.
This is the issue. It’s either all unacceptable, or non of it is. If you pick and choose, division will arise.
People aren’t actually annoyed at immigration. They’re annoyed by the fact that those immigrants, for whatever reason, are being treated differently and that they don’t always want to integrate within our culture and society. Some, not all, want to come to our country to change it. And understandably, native people (to whichever nation) aren’t accepting of that.
We don’t need Liberalism and we don’t need Nationalism. We need a healthy balance between Hippies and Nazis.
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